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]]> Buzznet amberlydahling 2008-07-07T18:00:03Z http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/One_Broken-Hearted_Girl_Whose_Heart_No_Longer_Be--thumb-prf-1215478793.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/One_Broken-Hearted_Girl_Whose_Heart_No_Longer_Be--synd-prf-1215478793.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/One_Broken-Hearted_Girl_Whose_Heart_No_Longer_Be--mob-prf-1215478793.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/One_Broken-Hearted_Girl_Whose_Heart_No_Longer_Be--gallery-prf-1215478793.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/One_Broken-Hearted_Girl_Whose_Heart_No_Longer_Be--large-prf-1215478793.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/One_Broken-Hearted_Girl_Whose_Heart_No_Longer_Be--feat-prf-1215478793.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/prf-1215478793.jpg 2 0 1 http://amberlydahling.buzznet.com/user/polls/128631/what-should-i-name-my/
I have a few ideas, but I'd really love your input. If you have any suggestions of your own that you'd be willing to possibly let me use, then that'd be great too.

xoxo -OPEN INDEFINITELY-]]> Buzznet amberlydahling 2008-07-05T17:01:00Z 0 4 0 http://amberlydahling.buzznet.com/user/journal/2631371/a-girls-dreams/


After graduation in 2010, when I'm finally free, I'm packing up and heading out to Cali. I'm going to live in an old Victorian house like the one in Charmed. The thing I always found weird about that show was that they lived in San Fran, but that house is actually located in LA. I've always loved old Victorian houses, but then again, I love anything Victorian. My goal is to live in either Los Angeles or Hollywood, and start my own clothing line. Designing is my passion, it's basically what I live for. I've already started to brainstorm names for my company, but I haven't decided on anything yet. I still need to make up a logo for it.

The main thing I want out of my future is to actually live it. I've been kept secluded and seperated my entire childhood, and I hate it. I just want to go out there and let loose, be myself. Everyone should at least have a chance to make their own mistakes and learn from them. Unfortunately, I've never been given that option. As crazy as it sounds, I want to go out and dance all night, get drunk off my ass just for the hell of it, make friends with someone who will turn around and stab me in the back, go hungry because I'm still waiting for my big break, walk around in the most wacky clothes simply because I like them. To most people these probably sound like horrible things to go through, but I'd love to have all of those things happen to me, just because it was my choice; and the consequences are all mine.

I've probably rambled enough, but this is what I want out of my life, these are my dreams. They're basically the only reason I get up every morning and put up with all the shit at home. If it weren't for these dreams, I would have ended it long ago. All I have to remember is that in two years, I'm finally free. I'm about to go make a poll with name ideas for my clothing line, I'd appreciate it if you dropped by and gave me your opinion.

xoxo
]]> coachella coachella 2006 kyocera Buzznet,coachella,coachella 2006,kyocera amberlydahling 2008-07-05T16:42:00Z http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/4/4/6/8/5/0/1/thumb-4468501.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/4/4/6/8/5/0/1/synd-4468501.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/4/4/6/8/5/0/1/mob-4468501.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/4/4/6/8/5/0/1/gallery-4468501.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/4/4/6/8/5/0/1/large-4468501.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/4/4/6/8/5/0/1/feat-4468501.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/4/4/6/8/5/0/1/orig-4468501.jpg 5 0 1 http://amberlydahling.buzznet.com/user/photos/tickle-me-pink-screenshot/?id=39073881
]]> buzzmob buzzmob-screenshot Buzznet,buzzmob,buzzmob-screenshot amberlydahling 2008-06-30T10:34:27Z http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/Tickle_Me_Pink_Screenshot--thumb-msg-121484726732.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/Tickle_Me_Pink_Screenshot--synd-msg-121484726732.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/Tickle_Me_Pink_Screenshot--mob-msg-121484726732.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/Tickle_Me_Pink_Screenshot--gallery-msg-121484726732.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/Tickle_Me_Pink_Screenshot--large-msg-121484726732.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/Tickle_Me_Pink_Screenshot--feat-msg-121484726732.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/msg-121484726732.jpg 0 0 0 http://amberlydahling.buzznet.com/user/photos/e-m-p-t-y/?id=38280921
along with fearing my anti-depressants will stop working, I fear they won't, and that I'll continue to feel nothing and be hollow until I become nothing more than the dolls I used to love to collect. Week 34]]> dolls fears trashed teens week 34 Buzznet,dolls,fears,trashed teens,week 34 amberlydahling 2008-06-17T16:15:17Z http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/...e_m_p_t_y--thumb-msg-121374451741.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/...e_m_p_t_y--synd-msg-121374451741.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/...e_m_p_t_y--mob-msg-121374451741.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/...e_m_p_t_y--gallery-msg-121374451741.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/...e_m_p_t_y--large-msg-121374451741.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/...e_m_p_t_y--feat-msg-121374451741.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/msg-121374451741.jpg 3 0 2 http://amberlydahling.buzznet.com/user/photos/day-by-day/?id=38280791
taken over a 4 day period. another of my fears is that one day my pills will stop working and I'll become what I used to be. Week 34]]> amberly marie amberlydahling anti-depressants pills trashed teens week 34 Buzznet,amberly marie,amberlydahling,anti-depressants,pills,trashed teens,week 34 amberlydahling 2008-06-17T16:10:19Z http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/day_by_day--thumb-msg-121374421979.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/day_by_day--synd-msg-121374421979.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/day_by_day--mob-msg-121374421979.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/day_by_day--gallery-msg-121374421979.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/day_by_day--large-msg-121374421979.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/day_by_day--feat-msg-121374421979.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/msg-121374421979.jpg 3 0 3 http://amberlydahling.buzznet.com/user/photos/one-day/?id=38280711
one of my fears is that one day I'll look in the mirror and not realize who's looking back at me. (yes, I did want the monster head to look like that, crappy erase job and all) Week 34]]> amberly marie amberlydahling monster trashed teens week 34 Buzznet,amberly marie,amberlydahling,monster,trashed teens,week 34 amberlydahling 2008-06-17T16:07:46Z http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/one_day--thumb-msg-121374406618.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/one_day--synd-msg-121374406618.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/one_day--mob-msg-121374406618.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/one_day--gallery-msg-121374406618.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/one_day--large-msg-121374406618.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/one_day--feat-msg-121374406618.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/msg-121374406618.jpg 2 0 2 http://amberlydahling.buzznet.com/user/journal/2534201/hello-you-was-rest/ I just finished watching True Life: I'm Going to Fashion Week. All the other times it was on, I've missed it, so I'm psyched that I finally got to see it. Especially the portions with Audrey Kithing, Hanna Beth, and Raquel Reed; who are all great models. Short, sweet, and too the point, haha.

Well, I've already told one of the quotes I live my life by, so I might as well share the other one; which is by a very talented and inspirational man, may he rest in piece.

"Do I contradict myself? Very well then I contradict myself (I am large, I contain multitudes)."         ~ Walt Whitman

xoxo
]]> Buzznet amberlydahling 2008-06-17T15:37:00Z http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/icons/journal-thumb.gif http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/icons/journal-synd.gif http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/icons/journal-mob.gif http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/icons/journal-gallery.gif http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/icons/journal-large.gif http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/icons/journal-feat.gif 0 0 0 http://amberlydahling.buzznet.com/user/journal/2532821/oscar-wilde-sex/ I finished school, barely moving up a year. As it turns out I didn't get my credit for Algebra, and just barely got my credits for English and Spanish. So now I don't even know whether I'm going to get ungrounded or not. Not that I do anything to begin with. Recently I've been reading this really awesome fic by jesslovespanic, it's called Because This Road Is All You'll Ever Have. You should totally check it out, it's the shit as far as fics go. This afternoon was spent watching old Audrey Kitching's old Stickam shows and laughing my ass off. For once I was actually productive and worked on some stuff while I was watching them. Mainly I worked on two scarves I'm making, one by crotheting and the other by knitting. I really want to learn how to so. Then I'll be like a triple threat, haha.

I really don't have anything else to say, except "WOOT!" to mercury coming out of retrograde soon. Luckily, I'm a Virgo not a Gemini, so I'm not as affected by it, although I've been forgetting a lot of stuff lately. Being a big believer in astrology, I'll finally breathe easy once mercury is finally back on course.

So I guess I'll just leave you with one of the two quotes I live my life by.

"Be yourself; everyone else is taken."                   ~ Oscar Wilde

xoxo
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]]> amberly marie amberlydahling Buzznet,amberly marie,amberlydahling amberlydahling 2008-06-01T09:48:15Z http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/Car_Boredom--thumb-msg-121233889576.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/Car_Boredom--synd-msg-121233889576.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/Car_Boredom--mob-msg-121233889576.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/Car_Boredom--gallery-msg-121233889576.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/Car_Boredom--large-msg-121233889576.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/Car_Boredom--feat-msg-121233889576.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/msg-121233889576.jpg 2 0 0 http://amberlydahling.buzznet.com/user/photos/?id=37270981
i didn't mean to hit the button yet, but I like it. so I kept it.]]> amberly marie amberlydahling Buzznet,amberly marie,amberlydahling amberlydahling 2008-06-01T09:45:41Z http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/thumb-msg-121233874142.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/synd-msg-121233874142.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/mob-msg-121233874142.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/gallery-msg-121233874142.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/large-msg-121233874142.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/feat-msg-121233874142.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/msg-121233874142.jpg 1 0 0 http://amberlydahling.buzznet.com/user/photos/fake-one/?id=37270841
can you tell?]]> amberly marie amberlydahling Buzznet,amberly marie,amberlydahling amberlydahling 2008-06-01T09:43:55Z http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/......._or_A_Fake_One--thumb-msg-121233863548.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/......._or_A_Fake_One--synd-msg-121233863548.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/......._or_A_Fake_One--mob-msg-121233863548.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/......._or_A_Fake_One--gallery-msg-121233863548.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/......._or_A_Fake_One--large-msg-121233863548.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/......._or_A_Fake_One--feat-msg-121233863548.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/msg-121233863548.jpg 1 0 1 http://amberlydahling.buzznet.com/user/photos/a-real-smile/?id=37270751
]]> amberly marie amberlydahling Buzznet,amberly marie,amberlydahling amberlydahling 2008-06-01T09:42:12Z http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/A_Real_Smile.........--thumb-msg-121233853227.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/A_Real_Smile.........--synd-msg-121233853227.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/A_Real_Smile.........--mob-msg-121233853227.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/A_Real_Smile.........--gallery-msg-121233853227.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/A_Real_Smile.........--large-msg-121233853227.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/A_Real_Smile.........--feat-msg-121233853227.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/msg-121233853227.jpg 2 0 0 http://amberlydahling.buzznet.com/user/photos/days-go/?id=37270541
]]> amberly marie amberlydahling Buzznet,amberly marie,amberlydahling amberlydahling 2008-06-01T09:40:11Z http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/As_Days_Go_By--thumb-msg-121233841162.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/As_Days_Go_By--synd-msg-121233841162.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/As_Days_Go_By--mob-msg-121233841162.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/As_Days_Go_By--gallery-msg-121233841162.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/As_Days_Go_By--large-msg-121233841162.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/As_Days_Go_By--feat-msg-121233841162.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/msg-121233841162.jpg 0 0 0 http://amberlydahling.buzznet.com/user/journal/2423831/target/ & one thing I wanted that I didn't get.
I really wanted this plastic cup in the shape of a cupcake, but they didn't have any :(
cupcakes = luff

But what I did get was Dirty Dancing, Wild Hogs, and Marie Antoinette on DVD.
Dirty Dancing is one of my favorite old movies, Marie Antoinette I've never seen but already know I'll love.
&& Wild Hogs, well, laugh-your-ass-off funny. 'Nough said.

Overall, today wasn't too bad. Although I did have to report this kid to the Principal because he hasn't stopped poking me for three years, even though I ask him to stop every day. I finally got fed up enough to put an end to it officially. Now I'm off to take a shower && watch Marie Antoinette for the first time.

xoxo
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xoxo
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]]> Buzznet amberlydahling 2008-05-28T14:51:09Z http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/A_Girl_Made_of_Glass_Porcelain--thumb-prf-1212011460.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/A_Girl_Made_of_Glass_Porcelain--synd-prf-1212011460.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/A_Girl_Made_of_Glass_Porcelain--mob-prf-1212011460.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/A_Girl_Made_of_Glass_Porcelain--gallery-prf-1212011460.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/A_Girl_Made_of_Glass_Porcelain--large-prf-1212011460.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/A_Girl_Made_of_Glass_Porcelain--feat-prf-1212011460.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/prf-1212011460.jpg 0 0 0 http://amberlydahling.buzznet.com/user/photos/zavelow-house/?id=37041971
There's a house down on the corner That we always used to talk about Never had the guts to go inside Not even on a dare Boarded up and creepy Scary eyes looked out upon a sleepy town Fascination kept us guessin' Why the sign read to Beware We always knew just what would hit the fan If we got an up-close look at the boogieman Shadows on the wall Voices in the hall There's more than just a mouse In the Zavelow house I could look inside the window If I jumped upon my trampoline Coulda sworn I saw Hannibal Lechter With a hatchet and a head Not the kind of place You'd see in Better Homes and Gardens magazine Unless they did an expose On the night of the living dead But with a pretty girl to hold my hand Coulda got an up-close look at the boogieman]]> amberly marie amberly marie photography amberlydahling nature owsley zavelow house Buzznet,amberly marie,amberly marie photography,amberlydahling,nature,owsley,zavelow house amberlydahling 2008-05-28T14:46:21Z http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/Zavelow_House--thumb-msg-121201118139.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/Zavelow_House--synd-msg-121201118139.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/Zavelow_House--mob-msg-121201118139.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/Zavelow_House--gallery-msg-121201118139.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/Zavelow_House--large-msg-121201118139.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/Zavelow_House--feat-msg-121201118139.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/msg-121201118139.jpg 0 0 0 http://amberlydahling.buzznet.com/user/photos/beat-me-up-tear-me/?id=37041871
]]> amberly marie amberly marie photography amberlydahling nature Buzznet,amberly marie,amberly marie photography,amberlydahling,nature amberlydahling 2008-05-28T14:44:10Z http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/beat_me_up_tear_me_down--thumb-msg-121201105059.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/beat_me_up_tear_me_down--synd-msg-121201105059.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/beat_me_up_tear_me_down--mob-msg-121201105059.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/beat_me_up_tear_me_down--gallery-msg-121201105059.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/beat_me_up_tear_me_down--large-msg-121201105059.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/beat_me_up_tear_me_down--feat-msg-121201105059.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/amberlydahling/default/msg-121201105059.jpg 0 0 0